my 10 reminders

this weekend has been tough. so here are my 10 reminders:

1. he wasn't sure if i was the one

2. he showed no intimacy, no comfort or feelings

3. he never took me seriously

4. he never wanted to travel no matter how much i begged him

5. the scrapbook meant nothing to him; he wasn't sentimental

6. he refused to pull out his lucky tooth

7. he always thought of the dumbest shit and found it funny

8. he and i never understood things the same way

9. he never prioritized anything that was important to me

10. he aways seemed ashamed of me