everyday this week, i would wake up remembering how much you hurt me and cry. and yet i still think of you, care for you and love you every day that we have been apart. i've had a lot of down time, a lot of time to think about us, me you and life in general.
i came to new york think this would be the next step, to find a career here and start a new life. it was only today that i realized i need to go back and fix what i havent been able to fix. fix my relationship with my mom, fix my relationship with my sister, go back to school, find myself. and maybe its just crazy talk right now. maybe i will think no more of this tomorrow but today, i found another way.
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